Guided masturbation phone sex

Dear Mistress Mandy: It’s very late, but I’m so excited, I just couldn’t wait to write to you. I’m actually still shaking a little bit.  Do you remember my sexy neighbor Jake who I told you about? The one that makes my pee-pee tingle whenever I see him? Guess what ? He fucked me today!  Thanks to you, my dream came true.  During one of our sessions last month when I told you I had been watching Jake from my upstairs window whenever he mowed his lawn, you told me I needed to do something to create an opportunity to be with him. I was watching him mow his lawn today. Like usual, he didn’t have a shirt on, and he was wearing his tight stretch-material biking shorts. My eyes were glued to his crotch. When he mowed the part of his lawn close to my house, not only could I see the firmness of his shaft, I could even see the outline of his helmet. It was amazing Mistress Mandy!  I watched him as he mowed, and I was almost drooling while I stared at the outline of that beautiful prick. After a while the collector bag on the lawn mower became filled and needed to be emptied. Jake turned off the mower and carried the bag to the back if his property to dump the grass clippings behind a stockade fence. I scurried to the next room so I could continue to watch him behind the fence. You will not believe what happened next !  Before coming out from behind the fence, he stopped, put the bag down, and started to grab the waistband of his biker shorts.  I realized then that he was going to pee !  He rolled the shorts down to the middle of his thighs, and there it was. I almost fell off my chair. It was the most perfect penis I have ever seen. Everything about it. Even though he didn’t have a hard on, I could see the thickness in the shaft, which had nice big veins, and an enormous cockhead. When his piss stream started, I could see the strength of it. He stood with his hands on his hips, and I could see his shaft flex as he pissed.With my state of arousal, coupled with a comment that my wife had made a few weeks ago about how according to Jake’s wife, they had been having some trouble, and hadn’t fucked in a month (which was now almost 2 months), I decided that I just had to make a move. Thank you again Mistress Mandy for giving me the confidence I needed.  First, I went downstairs to the kitchen, and at the end of the counter I put my pair of red panties (folded neatly) and my tube of red lipstick.  Then I went to the back door and called out to Jake. “Hey Jake, how about a cold glass of water?” He yelled back that that sounded great, and started to walk over. When I shook his hand it took every bit of willpower I had to keep my eyes from looking down at crotch.We walked to the kitchen and I pulled a chair out for him that faced the counter, and I sat with my back to the counter. We chatted for awhile about a variety of meaningless topics, and I made sure to mention my wife was out of town. I was leaning over to refill his glass , when he said
“I thought you said Nancy was out of town?”
I said “She is out of town, why?”
He said “I noticed her panties and lipstick on the counter”.
As casually as I could, I replied “They aren’t Nancy’s”
He let out a laugh and said “Oh, maybe they’re yours !” And continued to laugh.
I let him finish laughing, and then simply said, “Yes, they are.”
Jake’s eyes got a little wide, and he said, “You’re kidding right?”
I just shook my head.
He said “Why do you have them?”
I said “Because I look sexy. And I feel sexy.”
I could tell that he was struggling to come to terms with this. After a long pause he asked “Are you a faggot?”
I replied “I’m a sissy faggot.”
“What does that mean?” He quickly asked.
“It means that I am submissive to men, and I will let them do anything that they want to me.”
He still looked confused.
“Let me explain it to you this way. I can make you feel good Jake, and no one has to know.”
Ugh, I am SO sorry Mistress Mandy, this is a terrible point to end my letter, but I am so excited and I can’t wait any longer. I have to masturbate my pee-pee and squirt my semen. I will write soon to tell you about what happened with Jake. I’m sorry !
Yours truly,  Sissy faggot BillieP.S. Thank you for talking to me this week. Our session was GREAT!